Love To be Hurted...

Sometimes i just like to be hurted...

Just like to be broken..

I just love when my tears fall down and unstopable

And the worst is sometimes i just like to be so much painful inside..

Yap! i dunno why..

All day long beside of my bedroom and crying because of pain

Just sit down in my bedroom with a blank stare

Recall someone or something that makes my heart hurt so deep

just letting my hair to toe burning in pain...

i feel the feeling..

i feel the hurt..

i feel the broken..

and finally i know why...

in my pain i realize many things undescribed feeling..

in  that hurt feeling i let HIM come un to me..

when the tears come, i close my eyes and feeling HIS touch

you know why?

for me,

Powerless in Him is the beautiful thing...

surrender in Him is the sweetest thing...

Depend on Him is the best feeling..

to be Hurt, pain, broken then found a hope in Him is an undescribed feeling..

peace inside.. warm inside.. and there is a tremendous growth from within ..

I just love tobe almost gave up everything in His face

i just love tobe limp helpless in His feet ..

His Grace...

-R.S.Sihaloho-